oldman sang in the barrow
the stand wont buldge and the whisper go slow
a reminder of all in grow
as pain hesitate angger and sorrow
time to break the limit with its weaking claw
oldman don't sit oldman don't flow
trying to keep in the line to this planet he much owe
put yer head in the ground so fucking low
my love for you, dont change to now
sanity protecting me from those magically venoumous bow
oldman sang and the land goes down
i know it for so long
been there before
been down so long
29.6.03
you're the moon, you're the star, you're satelite
and i never could get away from you
if i follow you around and if you're follow me around
chassing in big pinwheel
focus at one spot,what would our universe held in the middle?
is it love? a commitment?judgement?idelistic ego?surealism dream?
only one spot for the relationship
and i would never get away from you
are the sun , you are the comet, you're the astroid
and the space between us is the ether of joy
if the thought of happines fade
we couldn't ever breath in vacuum universe
what'll feed our lung?
and i never could get away from you
if i follow you around and if you're follow me around
chassing in big pinwheel
focus at one spot,what would our universe held in the middle?
is it love? a commitment?judgement?idelistic ego?surealism dream?
only one spot for the relationship
and i would never get away from you
are the sun , you are the comet, you're the astroid
and the space between us is the ether of joy
if the thought of happines fade
we couldn't ever breath in vacuum universe
what'll feed our lung?
27.6.03
i'm change by not changing at all
small town predict my fate
perhaps thats why noone want to see me this way
heart and thought they fade away
memories like fingerprint are slowly fading
and i'm not my former
its so hard when i stuck upon myself
beating beast inside my mouth
smoking jeers and booh
go down with me to the innercircle
on me my pleasure rise
i'm here and clock don't swing
follow me around you'll now
the thing i'll show
into the deepest
of youth and sorrow
inside heaven , hell give you warm
do you wanted me so bad, dear ol' friend?
i did it
catch me
i knew you're not there anymore
you're never aprove to be the man
my fucking reality above the planet of truth
at least the least not listed
i'm unknown clown
nothing new today
the paper dont buldge
i write off my wall
pull down the clothes
hide my brain away
burried my love inside the garden of eden
been away so long not knowing my face again
where the wheel led us?
last man standing ..last man dying soon
the square inside time not tickling
shut your mouth
fucking lies not worked so fine
always given to the flowing rain
i'm your
wings and hate colide
morning arise we're one
i'm me
myself recognition
always feel
always won
don't worry about it anymore
i'm fly
not hanging
so help Me God
i'm in mood to kill You
small town predict my fate
perhaps thats why noone want to see me this way
heart and thought they fade away
memories like fingerprint are slowly fading
and i'm not my former
its so hard when i stuck upon myself
beating beast inside my mouth
smoking jeers and booh
go down with me to the innercircle
on me my pleasure rise
i'm here and clock don't swing
follow me around you'll now
the thing i'll show
into the deepest
of youth and sorrow
inside heaven , hell give you warm
do you wanted me so bad, dear ol' friend?
i did it
catch me
i knew you're not there anymore
you're never aprove to be the man
my fucking reality above the planet of truth
at least the least not listed
i'm unknown clown
nothing new today
the paper dont buldge
i write off my wall
pull down the clothes
hide my brain away
burried my love inside the garden of eden
been away so long not knowing my face again
where the wheel led us?
last man standing ..last man dying soon
the square inside time not tickling
shut your mouth
fucking lies not worked so fine
always given to the flowing rain
i'm your
wings and hate colide
morning arise we're one
i'm me
myself recognition
always feel
always won
don't worry about it anymore
i'm fly
not hanging
so help Me God
i'm in mood to kill You
i love you
the way you shoot me thru the conversation
it break my bridge of curiousity
when we're wake we cruise in the river of dream
we don't say much except a single thing we really need
and you shocked me by every move you make
if it's not love , i wont be talking about this anymore
and the way you breath
alll the tiny little air is the news for the world
that I'm with you
and you down with my sanity
toying and joying moment
and the clock tick just too fast when we're around
so bound me in tight chain
i wont be too far away
break my nerve, charmed me with your mellow sought
i love you
or is it love if you say what's love?
we're always talk so many thing about definition
as i say you watch my lips mumble bumble
bubling around and you're amazed by things
i didn't care a lot
it meant so much to fill the evening inside your eyes
not the talk..it's the air we breath together that keep me awake
so if this is a long day dream
never bother to wake me
it's so nice here down of the shore
i wish you could see this cause there's nothing to see
it's peacefull here and it's fine with me
not like the world where i used to life
i never really wanted to life*
---------------
*axl
the way you shoot me thru the conversation
it break my bridge of curiousity
when we're wake we cruise in the river of dream
we don't say much except a single thing we really need
and you shocked me by every move you make
if it's not love , i wont be talking about this anymore
and the way you breath
alll the tiny little air is the news for the world
that I'm with you
and you down with my sanity
toying and joying moment
and the clock tick just too fast when we're around
so bound me in tight chain
i wont be too far away
break my nerve, charmed me with your mellow sought
i love you
or is it love if you say what's love?
we're always talk so many thing about definition
as i say you watch my lips mumble bumble
bubling around and you're amazed by things
i didn't care a lot
it meant so much to fill the evening inside your eyes
not the talk..it's the air we breath together that keep me awake
so if this is a long day dream
never bother to wake me
it's so nice here down of the shore
i wish you could see this cause there's nothing to see
it's peacefull here and it's fine with me
not like the world where i used to life
i never really wanted to life*
---------------
*axl
26.6.03
bila sore ini kita bertemu
langit tak lagi mendung
wajahku hanya membias senyum
entah sedalam apa pun luka aku takkan merasa sakit lagi
dan bila kamu tersenyum
maka akan meledaklah sejuta es dalam jantung
hanya pada saat suara kamu bergulir pelan
aku belajar menghitung desah nafasmu
membaca sorot matamu
semakin dalam aku memandang
ada aku..nampak samar.. tersenyum menggapai
aku ingin masuk lebih dalam lagi dalam otakmu
bersatu dengan sumsum mu
menjadi sel sel darah
mengalir dalam hari-harimu
bole sore ini kita bertemu
seperti puluhan sore sebelumnya
maka akan selalu membawa perbedaan bagi hari esok
sejauh mana bedanya?
mungkin tak banyak, tapi mungkin sebanyak keberadaan hari esok itu sendiri
dan apabila hujan tetap datang
langit menumpahkan hitamnya
tak mengapa
aku akan ada disitu
seperti kilat yang memburu tanah
seperti angin yang membelah awan
karena sore ini kita akan bertemu
walau hanya untuk melihat kamu menarik nafas
langit tak lagi mendung
wajahku hanya membias senyum
entah sedalam apa pun luka aku takkan merasa sakit lagi
dan bila kamu tersenyum
maka akan meledaklah sejuta es dalam jantung
hanya pada saat suara kamu bergulir pelan
aku belajar menghitung desah nafasmu
membaca sorot matamu
semakin dalam aku memandang
ada aku..nampak samar.. tersenyum menggapai
aku ingin masuk lebih dalam lagi dalam otakmu
bersatu dengan sumsum mu
menjadi sel sel darah
mengalir dalam hari-harimu
bole sore ini kita bertemu
seperti puluhan sore sebelumnya
maka akan selalu membawa perbedaan bagi hari esok
sejauh mana bedanya?
mungkin tak banyak, tapi mungkin sebanyak keberadaan hari esok itu sendiri
dan apabila hujan tetap datang
langit menumpahkan hitamnya
tak mengapa
aku akan ada disitu
seperti kilat yang memburu tanah
seperti angin yang membelah awan
karena sore ini kita akan bertemu
walau hanya untuk melihat kamu menarik nafas
senta l'orologio
esso opinione, "prego rimangono per un istante"
così, nella terra in cui lo comincio
mi arresto
dove dovrei io andare?
e futuro tuttavia
grigio così chiaro venuto come il passati
il colore vanno fiochi
la luce mi sbiad
mi levo in piedi sopra la linea spessa
che morrei in vostra mano
esso opinione, "prego rimangono per un istante"
così, nella terra in cui lo comincio
mi arresto
dove dovrei io andare?
e futuro tuttavia
grigio così chiaro venuto come il passati
il colore vanno fiochi
la luce mi sbiad
mi levo in piedi sopra la linea spessa
che morrei in vostra mano
matahari
bolehkah aku menyebut mu demikian?
karena kamu bukan langit atau bumi
jauh lebih hangat dari sekedar cahaya pagi
ya, kamu matahari
matahari
bolehkah aku mencerna warna demi warna
melesak masuk lebih dalam lagi ke pusat alamraya
atau sekedar berputar merasakan sentuhan
ya, kamu matahari
dan pada waktu alam raya meredup
aku adalah bintang nun jauh di sudut malam
sedikit berpedar mencari sudut matamu
dan wahai matahari.. jangan pernah bersedih
kita adalah pengisi ruang, yang ada dan hanya ada
matahari
wajahmu terlalu agung dan aku terlalu naif
segala yang terlalu menjadi biasa ketika aku mencumbu
dan kita menjadi satu dalam kumparan semesta
sungguh, kamu matahari..
wahai langit wahai bumi
wahai semesta wahai alam raya
saksikan matahariku masuk kedalam hidup
dan aku menjadi bagian dari apa yang seharusnya terjadi
menjadi bagian dari cinta
dan kamu bagian dari cinta
semua bagian dari cinta
semua ada dalam matahari
kamu adalah semua matahari
berikan aku satu warna untuk hari ini agar aku bisa bernafas
berikan aku satu api hari ini agar aku bisa melangkah
berikan aku satu hangat hari ini agar aku tahu aku berharga untuk hidup
dalam perlukmu segalanya adalah tak ada
dalam pelukmu segalanya adalah satu
segalanya adalah untuk matahariku
"il mio sole, quando amore vicino a tutti che possa avere un sapore è la vostra caduta chiara giù a me cuore poichè i miei occhi è senza valore voi è l'unica cosa desidero vedere"
bolehkah aku menyebut mu demikian?
karena kamu bukan langit atau bumi
jauh lebih hangat dari sekedar cahaya pagi
ya, kamu matahari
matahari
bolehkah aku mencerna warna demi warna
melesak masuk lebih dalam lagi ke pusat alamraya
atau sekedar berputar merasakan sentuhan
ya, kamu matahari
dan pada waktu alam raya meredup
aku adalah bintang nun jauh di sudut malam
sedikit berpedar mencari sudut matamu
dan wahai matahari.. jangan pernah bersedih
kita adalah pengisi ruang, yang ada dan hanya ada
matahari
wajahmu terlalu agung dan aku terlalu naif
segala yang terlalu menjadi biasa ketika aku mencumbu
dan kita menjadi satu dalam kumparan semesta
sungguh, kamu matahari..
wahai langit wahai bumi
wahai semesta wahai alam raya
saksikan matahariku masuk kedalam hidup
dan aku menjadi bagian dari apa yang seharusnya terjadi
menjadi bagian dari cinta
dan kamu bagian dari cinta
semua bagian dari cinta
semua ada dalam matahari
kamu adalah semua matahari
berikan aku satu warna untuk hari ini agar aku bisa bernafas
berikan aku satu api hari ini agar aku bisa melangkah
berikan aku satu hangat hari ini agar aku tahu aku berharga untuk hidup
dalam perlukmu segalanya adalah tak ada
dalam pelukmu segalanya adalah satu
segalanya adalah untuk matahariku
"il mio sole, quando amore vicino a tutti che possa avere un sapore è la vostra caduta chiara giù a me cuore poichè i miei occhi è senza valore voi è l'unica cosa desidero vedere"
I'm the king of all the wishes
and the bird to your nest
there'll be time for you to understand the simple think i really need
a wish
"how bout' love? , is it a wish ?" asked they
or should I say you ask with no love when you wish for love
don't push your self off the courage hell
it's no dare contest
as I'm in no romantic mode
so read out the paper today and wish something will change
d'u read the thing or two
but love don't come in form
magical thought.. magically me..magically universe
in a zap it snip inside your brain
in a zip it snap allover your pain
"it's not a wish",said me..the king of wish
so its not my decision to rule
be strong o' my wildy mind
take me to the place where you belong
in the hand of miracle
and wish will come true
so ..i'm the king of wish..the king of nothing
and the bird to your nest
there'll be time for you to understand the simple think i really need
a wish
"how bout' love? , is it a wish ?" asked they
or should I say you ask with no love when you wish for love
don't push your self off the courage hell
it's no dare contest
as I'm in no romantic mode
so read out the paper today and wish something will change
d'u read the thing or two
but love don't come in form
magical thought.. magically me..magically universe
in a zap it snip inside your brain
in a zip it snap allover your pain
"it's not a wish",said me..the king of wish
so its not my decision to rule
be strong o' my wildy mind
take me to the place where you belong
in the hand of miracle
and wish will come true
so ..i'm the king of wish..the king of nothing
as i watch you standing in the cliff and singing something i'd die to hear
where am i?
far down falling so deep and still i'm wishing you sing for me?
so which one's is lie and which's not?
neither hell or heaven we swum but where does it lead?
i always think that i'm inside your heart ..hanging somehow right now
to the lovebone i knock my sanity off
the way that you sang is the way you wake me
up to the nearest cloud
so have i heard it before?
where am i?
far down falling so deep and still i'm wishing you sing for me?
so which one's is lie and which's not?
neither hell or heaven we swum but where does it lead?
i always think that i'm inside your heart ..hanging somehow right now
to the lovebone i knock my sanity off
the way that you sang is the way you wake me
up to the nearest cloud
so have i heard it before?
15.6.03
bulan berlindung dibalik mendung
malam sudah gelap tak ada beda jika awan bergabung
walau senyap angin tetap menusuk
bermain-main dalam paru-paru
lalu merenggut banyak sel utuk terbang berlalu
ada banyak suara saat malam tengah sendu
aku adalah buntalan hawa yang berputar hangat
sehangat tutup kepalaku ..sehangat senja
dan tak ada beda walau pekat malam menjura-jura
aku tak ingin pulang malam ini
karena nafasku ada disini
lalu untuk apa aku menempuh ratusan tahun lagi jika tanpa ada angin?
dan awan hanyalah pelengkap saja.. bulan dan bintang tanpa wajah
aku tahu setahu bulan menarik lautan
jangan raba hatiku dengan matamu.. karena banyak awan
hanya nampak samar bulan berusaha keras tampil
..hanya yang kubutuhkan keyakinan
aku adalah bulan mu yang ada dan berusaha bercahaya
sebisa mungkin memantulkan pantulan cinta
dan itulah esensinya..
bukan pada wajah yang tertutup awan
hujan akan muncul dan aku akan ada..selalu ada
disiangmu bersinar terang
dan dimalammu mengelus rambut mu dan membawamu terbang keangkasa mimpi
malam sudah gelap tak ada beda jika awan bergabung
walau senyap angin tetap menusuk
bermain-main dalam paru-paru
lalu merenggut banyak sel utuk terbang berlalu
ada banyak suara saat malam tengah sendu
aku adalah buntalan hawa yang berputar hangat
sehangat tutup kepalaku ..sehangat senja
dan tak ada beda walau pekat malam menjura-jura
aku tak ingin pulang malam ini
karena nafasku ada disini
lalu untuk apa aku menempuh ratusan tahun lagi jika tanpa ada angin?
dan awan hanyalah pelengkap saja.. bulan dan bintang tanpa wajah
aku tahu setahu bulan menarik lautan
jangan raba hatiku dengan matamu.. karena banyak awan
hanya nampak samar bulan berusaha keras tampil
..hanya yang kubutuhkan keyakinan
aku adalah bulan mu yang ada dan berusaha bercahaya
sebisa mungkin memantulkan pantulan cinta
dan itulah esensinya..
bukan pada wajah yang tertutup awan
hujan akan muncul dan aku akan ada..selalu ada
disiangmu bersinar terang
dan dimalammu mengelus rambut mu dan membawamu terbang keangkasa mimpi
14.6.03
11.6.03
kali ini biarkan aku bercerita tentang banyak hal
tetapi banyak hal adalah bukan yang terlau penting
apakah yang menjadi penting untuk hal-hal ?
jika masjid menjadi alas tidur
atau kaki adalah tempat bermain yang luas ?
sebegitu singkat kata-kata untuk banyak cerita
ini lidahku yang mau putus
tetapi seberapa panjang lidah untuk menelan langit dan bumi?
ah cukup bercengkrama dalam pemikiran saja..jangan terbang bersama kapas
menanam benih diujung-ujung malam
ini benih abadi
jangan paksakan untuk bergurau
ini gurauan terindah sepanjang masa kawan
kawinkan saja dengan senyum
itu lah jawaban untuk keabadian
untuk segala hal-hal yang perlu di ceritakan
karena ucapan hanya dalam kesadaran
dan hidup ada dalam bawah mimpi
tetapi banyak hal adalah bukan yang terlau penting
apakah yang menjadi penting untuk hal-hal ?
jika masjid menjadi alas tidur
atau kaki adalah tempat bermain yang luas ?
sebegitu singkat kata-kata untuk banyak cerita
ini lidahku yang mau putus
tetapi seberapa panjang lidah untuk menelan langit dan bumi?
ah cukup bercengkrama dalam pemikiran saja..jangan terbang bersama kapas
menanam benih diujung-ujung malam
ini benih abadi
jangan paksakan untuk bergurau
ini gurauan terindah sepanjang masa kawan
kawinkan saja dengan senyum
itu lah jawaban untuk keabadian
untuk segala hal-hal yang perlu di ceritakan
karena ucapan hanya dalam kesadaran
dan hidup ada dalam bawah mimpi
8.6.03
petrify teriffy sacrify
crucify ..
drunk by drunk by moan
moan by moan by drunk
stunning
pasified
running
where to?
chase by ?
who are you?
the stone wont buldge
the dark wont clear
where am i ?
its ur eyes
ur soul
souless mind
souless soul
..my body broken
i'm not drinking
every me ..
never drunk
not what i choose
wont be good excuse
i had to hate my self
crucify ..
drunk by drunk by moan
moan by moan by drunk
stunning
pasified
running
where to?
chase by ?
who are you?
the stone wont buldge
the dark wont clear
where am i ?
its ur eyes
ur soul
souless mind
souless soul
..my body broken
i'm not drinking
every me ..
never drunk
not what i choose
wont be good excuse
i had to hate my self
post to inside my head
nest in it
breed
.. grow your heir of sorrow
as I wont be get along the course they shown
write your path deep untul it bleed
i can taste your lips banging my nerve
i wont break
sit inside my head
here's your love potion
came along and fly with me to the next reality
the one you wouldn't reach
i will..
its my zone
cracked the eegs of hate as you wont be here until you
o heir o' sorrow grow
nest inside of me
breed .. grow..die
I wont be get along with the course
step inside my head
open its window let the shine in
and the evil will burn
but will i die ?
as i'm no evil
would i be evil if i sold the world?
if i break the moon in to pieces..
clearing memory
..its dark..dark so dark ..till you cant see emptyness
it is so inside my head
..inside my head ?where is it?
nest in it
breed
.. grow your heir of sorrow
as I wont be get along the course they shown
write your path deep untul it bleed
i can taste your lips banging my nerve
i wont break
sit inside my head
here's your love potion
came along and fly with me to the next reality
the one you wouldn't reach
i will..
its my zone
cracked the eegs of hate as you wont be here until you
o heir o' sorrow grow
nest inside of me
breed .. grow..die
I wont be get along with the course
step inside my head
open its window let the shine in
and the evil will burn
but will i die ?
as i'm no evil
would i be evil if i sold the world?
if i break the moon in to pieces..
clearing memory
..its dark..dark so dark ..till you cant see emptyness
it is so inside my head
..inside my head ?where is it?
it's the devil itself come in the form of angel
its the angel that far left behind those tall trees
should I talk to the wind and moan
whisper this thing or two you wouldn't agree
not about the feet that walked me here so far
but about how you turn your face red
if its not enough all the dream we shared is fade out
the way is the light that brightly shone
we must declare that evil is our heart
while angel is the song
I love the music and cry upon in once in a while
but lets talk about reality..
what reality left for me?
about the foot step ?
some eyes far behind watched
i had some fear to those wings
if you must fly , go ahead hit the torch
I'm not a disguised fool
tell me what should i felt?
innocent like a baby..fragille like a lady
but here i stand still walk in the water of thought
I'm beyond and future
and devil glitter in the haze
angel sing out the lullaby
walk me by these foothill
my mind set up a camp on fire
sleeping me sleeping boy..dry and burn
why should we hate you if all humm
and listen to the whisper..what elses come?
angel and devil.. crucify
its the angel that far left behind those tall trees
should I talk to the wind and moan
whisper this thing or two you wouldn't agree
not about the feet that walked me here so far
but about how you turn your face red
if its not enough all the dream we shared is fade out
the way is the light that brightly shone
we must declare that evil is our heart
while angel is the song
I love the music and cry upon in once in a while
but lets talk about reality..
what reality left for me?
about the foot step ?
some eyes far behind watched
i had some fear to those wings
if you must fly , go ahead hit the torch
I'm not a disguised fool
tell me what should i felt?
innocent like a baby..fragille like a lady
but here i stand still walk in the water of thought
I'm beyond and future
and devil glitter in the haze
angel sing out the lullaby
walk me by these foothill
my mind set up a camp on fire
sleeping me sleeping boy..dry and burn
why should we hate you if all humm
and listen to the whisper..what elses come?
angel and devil.. crucify
