we're in this together
we're a bunch of bushes
a baby in the cradle
and if you felt this not love.. do you believe in sun and moon?
and this isn't love if we're not talk about this
to hide such a feeling is a dumm
even if love comes in many form
don't be shame to recognize and let the ego flow
and when love get so high above the sky
that no man could reach it
could you explain this shake?
and it's our soul to define what love is,
with our limitation ...shall love be from what we think it be
18.9.03
sometimes
no words couldn't coup a simple feeling
after seeking thru every tiny cell inside my brain
diging inside every room inside my knowledge
touching every known experiences inside my thought
i never get even near to describe this love i had
sometimes
no knowledge could define a simple feeling
after living in tremendous long years
walking in many direction and very long history of life
talking with too many figures and object
i never get even near to define this love i had
sometimes
i couldn't understand this tiny heart beat of mine
when i saw you..or even when i just dream about you
this smilling face i couldn't hold when i spell your name out
this happines i couldn't resist when i hear your voice
i never get even near to understand this love i had
and there're time to time in this ticking clock of my lifeline
that i thought my soul just belong to you
that i gave all my future to you
and let all the past slip out and begone in the river of memories
that something i don't even wanted to know why..
so let me be in this knowless
let there be love that ruling times ahead
so my consciousness would drown somewhere in your warm hug
...my ego would break inside your smille and happines
and all my question will be answered only if i'm with you
only if we're together
no words couldn't coup a simple feeling
after seeking thru every tiny cell inside my brain
diging inside every room inside my knowledge
touching every known experiences inside my thought
i never get even near to describe this love i had
sometimes
no knowledge could define a simple feeling
after living in tremendous long years
walking in many direction and very long history of life
talking with too many figures and object
i never get even near to define this love i had
sometimes
i couldn't understand this tiny heart beat of mine
when i saw you..or even when i just dream about you
this smilling face i couldn't hold when i spell your name out
this happines i couldn't resist when i hear your voice
i never get even near to understand this love i had
and there're time to time in this ticking clock of my lifeline
that i thought my soul just belong to you
that i gave all my future to you
and let all the past slip out and begone in the river of memories
that something i don't even wanted to know why..
so let me be in this knowless
let there be love that ruling times ahead
so my consciousness would drown somewhere in your warm hug
...my ego would break inside your smille and happines
and all my question will be answered only if i'm with you
only if we're together
11.9.03
jika aku benar-benar jatuh cinta
maka aku hanya ingin puisikusaja yang sampai ke telinga kamu
dan jangan pernah ada orang yang menyanjungmu dan berharap pada kamu
karena setiap nama yang hadir dihari2 kamu membuatku berfikir
jika aku benar-benar jatuh cinta
logika ku pelan-pelan terikat oleh ketakutan
dan keyakinan serta harapan terlahir dalam bentuk-bentuk yang terlalu nyata
pelan-pelan kewaspadaan dan tali pengaman mulai longgar
jika aku benar-benar jatuh cinta
jangan pernah salahkan ku jika menanam mata di sekujur angin yang berhembus
karena aku mau kamu hanya untukku
keindahan ini milikku yang paling berharga, melebihi nafas
jika aku benar-benar jatuh cinta
aku akan meletakan mu diujung cawan emas
dan aku akan meletakan diri ku diujung lainnya
bersama kita jaga keseimbangan, jika kamu terjatuh aku akan pecah dan hancur
maka aku hanya ingin puisikusaja yang sampai ke telinga kamu
dan jangan pernah ada orang yang menyanjungmu dan berharap pada kamu
karena setiap nama yang hadir dihari2 kamu membuatku berfikir
jika aku benar-benar jatuh cinta
logika ku pelan-pelan terikat oleh ketakutan
dan keyakinan serta harapan terlahir dalam bentuk-bentuk yang terlalu nyata
pelan-pelan kewaspadaan dan tali pengaman mulai longgar
jika aku benar-benar jatuh cinta
jangan pernah salahkan ku jika menanam mata di sekujur angin yang berhembus
karena aku mau kamu hanya untukku
keindahan ini milikku yang paling berharga, melebihi nafas
jika aku benar-benar jatuh cinta
aku akan meletakan mu diujung cawan emas
dan aku akan meletakan diri ku diujung lainnya
bersama kita jaga keseimbangan, jika kamu terjatuh aku akan pecah dan hancur
9.9.03
mari mengaji isi hati
belajar membaca angin, membaca air
menghitung nafas
menghitung langkah
belajar membaca debu, pohon, lampu, sorot mata, tangisan, tawa, dan pergerakan
mengaji hari kemarin
mengaji tidur
mengaji bangun
berguru pada angin, awan, bintang, bulan, hati, bumi , bayi, mayat, lampu, birahi, kaki, mati
mencari tujuan
mencari arti nafas
mencari jalan
memahami langkah
memahami tatapan mata
memahami matahari
memahami makna hari ini
belajar mengisi hidup dengan sesuatu
belajar menggambar wajah Tuhan di hati
belajar membaca angin, membaca air
menghitung nafas
menghitung langkah
belajar membaca debu, pohon, lampu, sorot mata, tangisan, tawa, dan pergerakan
mengaji hari kemarin
mengaji tidur
mengaji bangun
berguru pada angin, awan, bintang, bulan, hati, bumi , bayi, mayat, lampu, birahi, kaki, mati
mencari tujuan
mencari arti nafas
mencari jalan
memahami langkah
memahami tatapan mata
memahami matahari
memahami makna hari ini
belajar mengisi hidup dengan sesuatu
belajar menggambar wajah Tuhan di hati
satu satu
berjatuhan..berserakan diatas bumi
satu satu
berhembus angin... meniup satu satu serpihan
satu satu
kita dikhianati perlahan oleh kenyataan
satu satu
sahabat dimatikan ingatan kita
satu satu
hari membawa hal-hal baru
satu satu
masalah diselesaikan waktu
satu satu
waktu memberi masalah
satu satu
kita mencari nafkah
satu satu
hari dan hari menumpuk menunggu selesai hari
satu satu
kiamat didekati ..aku relamati
satu satu
daun jatuh berserakan
satu satu
sahabat pergi dan tak kembali
satu satu
kekasih merobek satu serpihan hati
berjatuhan..berserakan diatas bumi
satu satu
berhembus angin... meniup satu satu serpihan
satu satu
kita dikhianati perlahan oleh kenyataan
satu satu
sahabat dimatikan ingatan kita
satu satu
hari membawa hal-hal baru
satu satu
masalah diselesaikan waktu
satu satu
waktu memberi masalah
satu satu
kita mencari nafkah
satu satu
hari dan hari menumpuk menunggu selesai hari
satu satu
kiamat didekati ..aku relamati
satu satu
daun jatuh berserakan
satu satu
sahabat pergi dan tak kembali
satu satu
kekasih merobek satu serpihan hati
8.9.03
i'm your statue that hold your secret
with every vision of shaman told them about my becoming
everything's in the right track
when the clock tick it's time for the wind to wake me
i hold the peace
i'm the statue that witnesses your sin
with the eyes of sorrow and tears stoned
everything's moving toward something
memories touched me soft and marked my skin
i hold the story
I'm the sign of the changing measurement
with your decision for doing things i'm within
it's about nothing you could give to me except..
a single things you never realize
your name and faces marked my skin
i'm the reality for your dream
haunted every night , i'm the fear inside your eyes
give me more room to bloom
this statue of truth don't held everything you've told
be me if you would
be me if you could
be me to comfort yourself
be me to be with the sorrow
i'm inside nothing
giving birth of loneliness... just hope
tobe alive
inside you..inside stone
everything worked just fine
i'm ok.. still waiting for the clock to run
waiting to be heal
with every vision of shaman told them about my becoming
everything's in the right track
when the clock tick it's time for the wind to wake me
i hold the peace
i'm the statue that witnesses your sin
with the eyes of sorrow and tears stoned
everything's moving toward something
memories touched me soft and marked my skin
i hold the story
I'm the sign of the changing measurement
with your decision for doing things i'm within
it's about nothing you could give to me except..
a single things you never realize
your name and faces marked my skin
i'm the reality for your dream
haunted every night , i'm the fear inside your eyes
give me more room to bloom
this statue of truth don't held everything you've told
be me if you would
be me if you could
be me to comfort yourself
be me to be with the sorrow
i'm inside nothing
giving birth of loneliness... just hope
tobe alive
inside you..inside stone
everything worked just fine
i'm ok.. still waiting for the clock to run
waiting to be heal
